Didn't even really wanna go
But if you get me out, you get a show
There's so many bodies on the floor
So baby we should go and add some more
Are you down, d-d-down, d-d-down, d-d-down, down, down?
-Marian Hill
Corporate Sector
D'ian
Gemma uses her family codes to gain access to the exclusive planet.
There isn't a conversation or questions. No riot act being read. No scolding for being a bad, bad girl. Money will buy you that much here. Gemma guides the shuttle down through the atmosphere and down across the gorgeous landscapes outside Concordia. The late summer foliage is stunning, colors on the verge of changing within weeks. She feels changed as well. It takes everything she has to keep it together as the shuttle touches down on the landing pad beside the Gellar Estate. She stares at it through the viewport with a deep sadness but wills herself upright and back through the cabin. Her lip trembles as she touches the ramp controls, dark dried streaks of Garron's blood brightening as the light floods in.
Even though she knows no one is watching, Gemma keeps her head held high and strides across the path to the front doors. She punches in her code and pushes her way inside, falling back against the door to close it. She grips the handle tightly behind her, filled with a frightening emptiness. Look at your life. Look at your choices. Parents dead. Siblings scattered. Reputation ruined. Skills bested. Saber destroyed. Protector missing.
What a mess you've made, darling.
All around her, questions without answers swirl into an emotional vortex of crushing pain and doubt. Perhaps she had gone about everything the wrong way-
There is movement, a familiar presence.
"Gemma?"
Dane is standing at the top of the stairs, looking somewhat malevolent in a deep navy suit and polished loafers. His expression is a tenuous mixture of bewilderment and relief.
"You're…here."
"Barely."
He descends the stairs slowly.
"You really stepped in it, didn't you? How I spent my summer vacation, by Gemma Masterton, terrorist and Jedi mastermind."
"Stop," she says, looking away. "Please."
"Come on, after all the shit you give me I deserve one good one. Wait, are you okay? What happened to your face?"
"It's just a scratch."
Dane stops when he reaches the foyer.
"Where's Garron?"
Gemma forces herself to look at him but she cannot control the tears.
"I…don't know."
"How can you not know? Gem, what the hell happened to you?"
She collapses to the floor, sobbing loudly.
"Dane, I messed up. I'm in so much trouble."
He goes to her, kneeling and holding her close. Dane lets her get it all out. He had seen the reports, watched the crazy ass photage, been briefed on the Direx Board meeting and wild concern over her actions in the Republic. It's bad. There is no other way to really look at it. For all his exposure to the ChemiX brand, he has been taught and shown how easily ground can be lost. She's been compromised in the worst way and he knows the consequences of this were far from over.
"Tell me what happened."
She suddenly recalls the last thing he said he her before leaving for the summer tour. It was a sweet concern but now his words resonate. Collecting herself, she skims the surface while keeping all the incriminating details carefully concealed. She needn’t compromise him as well and shifts the central focus to the Inquisitor as it relates to Garron's whereabouts.
"So, you think this guy has him?"
"He must," Gemma says, wiping tears from her cheeks. "The only possibility is that he pulled Garron off the shuttle before I closed the ramp and took off. Oh, Dane what if something awful happened to him?"
"He's tough, he can hold on until we find him."
"And how are we supposed to do that? The microsecond I show up in the Republic they will arrest me. Did you hear what they called me? A terrorist!"
Dane makes a face, "Well, you did hitch a ride with that creepy Concealed."
"They aren't terrorists, Dane. They are activists fighting against the injustice of the Republic system. Anyone with Force sensitivity is put on a list and monitored by the RSB. Those that resist are imprisoned or worse. It's wrong."
"I don’t disagree but where were the Jedi during all of this? They just let it all blow up in your face?"
"It's not that simple."
"So you've said. Repeatedly. It just seems like they are letting you take all the risk so they don't have to get their hands dirty."
Gemma is about to protest, even if he's got a point, when the chimes disrupt them. Dane stands and helps her up before pulling the door open.
Alka Dawning leans seductively against the frame in a stunning red dress.
"Hey, stud…."
Her voice trails off when she spots Gemma, eyes widening.
"Oh my Maker, you're home safe!"
She pushes past Dane and throws her arms around Gemma.
"We were so worried!"
She embraces her tightly, "It's so good to see you."
"I thought we were going to dinner," Dane says.
"Your sister manages to escape the Republic machine and all you can think about right now is food?"
"Uh, yeah!"
Alka pulls her com from the expensive clutch, "We need reinforcements."
Within the hour Demaris, Preston and Roman arrive at the Gellar Estate. Everyone is thrilled and relieved to see her after hearing everything on the Holo. People were definitely talking but her friends defended her honor which touches Gemma deeply. Dane has the service droids whip them up some dinner and they gather around one side of the massive table to catch up on the summer's gossip.
"Dane and I hung around Mondder," Preston says. "You know, brushing up on company politics."
Dane nods, "It was cool. Made the days go by faster."
Preston and Dane had never really been close, despite Roman's strange fondness for him. However, the summer changed things when Dane came to appreciate Preston's cheeky banter and confidence with the ladies. He is one of the most loyal people Dane knows and he is glad his sister and girlfriend have someone like him around. He went to bat for Gemma the second the news broke, even at the risk of his own reputation. Dane was more cautious and avoided comment as the interests of the business took precedence.
"Alka blew everyone's mind at the dance company per usual and gave the prima ballerinas night terrors as they will soon be eclipsed by her magnificence."
"So not true."
"You are much too modest, dear."
"Alright," Alka sighs. "They were impressed. They say I have a real shot at a lead after graduation. For someone so young, it's unheard of."
"That's my girl," Dane says with a smile.
"Demaris spent most of the summer making out with Ples until she broke up with him three days ago."
"You did? What happened?"
Demaris rolls her eyes up, "He's starting university and I wanted him to have the full experience without all the high school girlfriend baggage."
"D'ian isn't that far from Etti IV," Alka says. "It's not like you couldn't have made it work."
"I've got to focus on my own stuff," she says, glancing at Gemma.
"Aaaaand Roman spent the summer on Csilla with Alia."
The Chiss smirks, "It's customary. She is my intended."
"She's super mean," Alka says.
"She is not."
"Dude," Dane says. "Kinda mean."
"Alia didn't grow up around other humans. She was raised not to trust anyone. My life isn't exactly typical, you know. I got a lot of shit because of it too."
"Poor you," Preston says.
Roman glares at him across the table.
Alka turns to Gemma, "So, you…are a Jedi?"
It's not like her friends didn't know she was different. They grew up hearing all about her heroic sister and her scandalous friends. However, they weren't aware Gemma was formally trained or in the habit of kicking serious ass. Alka was hurt at first by the fact that she hadn't opened up to them but Preston pointed out that some things are more difficult to talk about. He would know. Roman secretly wonders what kinds of powers she has while Demaris watches her response closely.
"Yes, I am. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. It's something I had to keep to myself so that I could try and figure out what was happening in the Republic. Unfortunately, it didn't work out that way. I understand if you are upset."
"We were," Alka says.
Preston laughs, "But we got over it."
"Your speech was inspiring, to say to the least. I hope that made them think."
"They hurt you?" Roman says, frowning sharply.
She touches her cheek, the not-so-subtle bacta strip there and along her shoulder had been the bantha in the room all evening.
"Someone did. My cover is blown, Garron is missing and I don't know what's going to happen when we start school next week."
Dane leans back in the chair.
"Personally, I think this makes you cooler. You were a little too perfect."
Gemma laughs for the first time since she was with Riley. It feels good but different, somehow hollow. This helps, having them here. Alka leans forward and places a hand over Gemma's.
"We won't let anything happen to you here."
"That's right."
"Your bravery commands respect."
"Yeah," Preston says, doing the same. "We got your back."
Roman places his hand over Preston's, Demaris' over his and finally, begrudgingly, Dane completes their gesture. For all his posturing and teasing, Gemma is suffering. He knows enough to know she hasn't told him everything but it's enough for his brotherly instincts to kick in.
"Don't worry, Gem. We'll work this out."
-TBC