Hyperspace Droids don't dream. Even when powered down, when a droid is 'sleeping' there is no dream. only darkness. Because there is no power. When not entirely powered down, most droids have a 'power saving' mode, where their systems run self diagnostics while their bodies use less energy than while awake. Mara had never powered down entirely - turned off, she wouldn't be able to turn herself back on. But she had gone into that power saving mode, necessary for her very survival when she was leaking power, to run self diagnostics, etc.
It had been in that power-saving mode that Mara first experienced those flashbacks. She couldn't call them dreams - droids don't dream. Even if she was alive, the capacity to dream was beyond her. Wasn't it? It must be. Droids have memory recall, a system to retrieve information, records. that was how the flashbacks had started - recalled events as they had happened. She attributed it to a short circuit that triggered memory recall involuntarily
But they had then begun to change. Since her return to Coruscant and Phage's platform there amidst the asteroid field, her flashbacks had been changed, to see things she never had. Even this Mara had been able to explain, citing her own damaged systems as messing with the memory recall, mixing images from the platform's memory and her own together.
But things had become odder. Suddenly, it wasn't just her watching. She was participating. And that made her question these random "flashbacks." How could she be interacting with a memory? Diagnostics hadn't been able to explain it. Nothing showed what could cause the flaw.
Even as she experienced her most recent flashback - to be honest, she was calling them dreams now too, whatever they were -she was trying to discern what was allowing her to see it, to experience it, to talk with the image of Phage. She felt herself go into blackness, being killed, stabbed by Phage.
Then she felt alone, surrounded by blackness. Her body wasn't waking up. Was this what death was like? How was she stuck here?
Then ahead of her, she saw a brief, dim light, coming from a window in the darkness. She walked toward it, the light getting brighter until she was looking through it.
It was a desert world, Korriban. Alexia and Karen are facing against each other, but talking rather than sparring
"I defeated you once and I will do so again."
"Is that what you think, dear sister? Take a look at yourself. All those horrible things you've done to get where you are. The lies you've told, people you trampled over without so much as blinking. You are me."
"Not even close."
"I suppose we tell ourselves what we must in order to go on but you cannot escape what is written."
"What's written is complete bullshit. You were just too stupid to realize it."
Mara was confused by the conversation - two sisters who understood each other's language, but clearly disagreed, even hated each other. That fit Karen's own description of her relationship to Alexia. But what was she seeing? This wasn't in her memory, and certainly not what happened on Phage's platform between the two sisters. This was Karen telling Alexia she was wrong about the prophesy - that revelation was new. Suddenly, Mara watches as Alexia's image disappears, transforming into a figure quite familiar to her - Valerie Gellar
"I wonder if that's what Melanie and Kimber believe."
"Stop."
Valerie kisses Karen before Karen pushes her away
"You know you love it. Just like you love the power, the fame and the money. You could have it all."
"I will."
"You can if you play it right. Tip Dementat off, send the Imperial fleets crashing against the Confederation, stop daddy dearest and take what he's built to use as your own. Imagine, a droid army to do your bidding? A selfish yet practical solution that cuts down on labor costs. More credits for shoes."
"That is a good point."
It certainly sounded like Valerie, though lacked the self-sacrificing part that Mara had come to admire. This seemed more like the Valerie that Karen was most familiar with. But that would mean - Mara took a step back from the window as a thought occurred to her. It wasn't her dream she was watching. It was Karen's. Karen was having a conversation with those around her. While Mara watched on.
How could that be possible? Mara turns back to the window, bewildered, watching as valerie transforms into others that Mara recalled from pictures of Karen from back in high school or from obituaries. These were Karen's friends. Then more shifting, imperial agents. It looked like Karen was going through a 'memory recall' of her own, visiting those of her past. More images and words of doom, and Mara watches as Karen struggles to escape a pit filling with sand. Karen vanishes beneath the sand, and Mara stares for a moment before the window image transforms entirely - a grotesque scene of Karen and her friends and family, carving up a baby for dinner.
Karen runs from the table, the window from which Mara is watching follows, then her view pans out, showing the throne room on Byss -something Mara herself had never seen. Mara watches as Karen is crowned Empress, only to have life dashed away by Agent Marius Guile. Again, the view changes, and Karen is face to face with a man Mara did not recognize. But there is something so similar between them- they share something in their face. And Mara knows who it is - Alexander Winton. Karen's dream plays on, but the window begins to move away from Mara, and disappears, leaving her alone again in her darkness.
She screams, seeing if sound would come out of her voice. Seeing if it would somehow break the darkness, explain WHAT and HOW she was having visions, seeing others dreams?
And then a new image flashed before her - not the present or future, not anything she would remember. it was on Phage's Platform, when it was whole, new, shiny. There in a large tank, Mara could see an endo-skeleton, a spinal cord, being injected with real bone tissue. Droids surrounded the tank, watching. The image sped up, the tissue over the spinal cord grew, and the metal structure within disappeared beneath flesh. image panned away from the being within to a small tube that was injecting something into the tank, into the being within. The syringe had a label that read 'midichlorian injection solution.' Mara suddenly heard a voice, familiar and reassuring.
"The Force runs through only living things, but it was our goal to make it run through something that was artificially created. "Medivh had said that to them. They had been trying to create an artificial being that had the power of the Force. That could wield the Force. That must be what this was. An experiment, done in Phage's platform, to use a midichlorian implantation into this being that was being newly created and try to instill it with the power of the Force.
Could there be anything more powerful, more terrifying than an immortal being with the power of the Force by his side?"This must be Alexander Winton, or one of his newest forms. Mara watched in horror as sinew and tissue began to grow, watching as Alexander Winton was slowly being reborn, and, if it worked, with a power he never had in his past.
But then Mara noticed something different. it was not a male that was forming inside that tank - it was a female. And as she watched, she began to recognize the being far more clearly. Because the person inside that tank was not Alexander Winton.
It was her.
The images sped up, and she watched herself, stepping out of the tank, nude, kneeling before Phage, and accepting his first comamnds.
Fast forward. Phage and Valerie in heated battle. Valerie loses. Mara prepares to gun down Phage. He turns to face her.
"TRAITOR"[/color]
Mara drops the gun. Extends out her hands. She could feel something new coursing through her. Something that had always been there but was always dormant. She pushed out, feeling a rush of energy escape her palms. Phage falls flat to the ground, parts dismantling to the floor.
Images go dark, and again she finds herself alone in blackness. realization strikes her, hard. She wasn't just a droid - she had something no droid before her had. She had a connection to other living things. A connection not even most humans had. Standing there in the darkness, she looked down at her palms. She knew what the Force was, knew what it could do. And apparently, it was inside her.
Phage, Medivh, Alexander Winton. All had been a part of creating her, in some way. Even Valerie Gellar. And she carried a part of each of them inside her. But she was her own person. She would control her own programming, her own destiny.
And the first step, was to harness control of the dream. Lifting her hands up, she imagined herself parting the black cloud around her. nothing happened at first, but she kept trying and trying and trying
Flash
The nav computer was flashing, a sign that the vessel had reached Hesperidium. Pulling back on the lever, the streaks of hyperspace became points of distant stars, and Hesperidium lay ahead of them. it was time to get Karen, wherever in her dreams she may be.
They had much to plan, to discuss. And Mara needed Karen to teach her about the Force.
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